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damn the politics

honestly, i'd respected you so much more before today. today, i realised how damn annoying it is to have to face someone with your kind of attitude. i think it just wasn't fair to anyone. on defensive mode? sure. but no, how could you do that.

what happened to OPEN-MINDED people. i'm so confused now. no mood to train at all. don't want to face such issues.

"hai don be involved in polictics. stay neutral and be a good athlete", says a friend.

whatever. i'm so sick and tired of this. imagine how the others must feel... anw, it's so true. no big incentives to come train anymore. what's the point when there's no one there half the time? what team?

DAMNIT I'M JUST PLAIN CONFUSED RIGHT NOW. it would be much easier if they were willing to LISTEN. and if people weren't judged just cos of their differing points of view. multiculturalism where are you.

onto another issue. mrpms is being selfish too. ARGH WTH. i'm sorry i cannot take so many conflicts all at one go.

me: Hey MrA, is MrB mad at me?
MrA: yup :-)

wth. sorry i'm in a rotten mood. forgive me if i sound like a self-centered idiot.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you